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End of an Erra: [21 Feb 2009|08:20pm]

I do not use this LJ any longer instead I use:


xD sorry guys

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FANFIC....like...my best ever. so far xD [06 Aug 2007|01:11am]
Title:    Currently Untitled, however I would be honored if someone could help with a name.
Part 1 ~ It started with an Interview.
Format & Word Count: 2,758
Rating: G
Warning: None
Summary: Remus Lupin’s last summer is spent earning money at a muggle shop. But what awaits Remus is nothing he can comprehend after a little 5-year-old metamorphagus becomes a regular customer throughout his term as "sales assistant".
PS: No, Tonks is not in this chapter – as this is just the introduction to Remus, the job, the characters and the shop itself, and probably will be my longest chapter I write. I hope you enjoy! ^___^ Please let me know if it’s any good and suggest what magical things could happen!

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[04 Aug 2007|09:00pm]

And for anyone is interested:


Chat with JK online. Lots of stuff I didn't know...

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Audio Books - They drive you WILD! - R/T [29 Jul 2007|01:40am]
[ mood | cranky ]

There is something spectacular about listening to Audio Books. I now own 6/7 HP audios. I listened to the begining of OotP and was like....."YAY! TONKS!" and then...I listened to Sirius's death...just like on a whim, trying to find the right bit - and landing on them almost accidently....

And then I listened to HBP - I found every Tonks or Remus moment, and I swear....there is really something about listening to your characters you love. I don't know about some people but the Pheonix Lament never really made me cry - and I was just in shock and happiness for Remus and Tonks by the end ot if. And all  the awwwwwwwing ofcourse....

But listening to it (Though Jim Dale does a terrible accent for her) It just....OMG I actually went loopy, I was almost in tears, listening to how he reads Remus's pauses...and then knowing DH....

I want to listen to DH now. That'd be sooooo fantastic...and sooooo depressing. Even more so than reading it.

Did I mentrion there was a thing about Audio Books? xD

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Devious Journal Entry [27 Jul 2007|04:44pm]

Loving You - For MrsTater
by ~cirquedunedwol on deviantART
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Oops... [08 Mar 2007|11:58am]
I just well...failed IT. Kinda...

Well, it's an E. Which is not very good. 5 points of a D. 

10% of my grade - Which I can retake. 9 points between each grade. I know why I did so bad, anyone who writes about packaging in IT is not about boxes and shapes.

Stupid I am. 

I got a C in media though =) Which is all good.  As I tried so hard in both and I passed media which is most important one.

So so far in my student grading I have a B for Art Coursework. C for the Media exam and an E for IT (well 10% of my IT so far without coursework)

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[28 Feb 2007|10:08am]
Media's harder than it looks, Becki keeps having a hissy fit, and my birthday, was really good! ^__^ I didn't even up going to the gig, as Becki didn't go, and I didn't feel like going, so I went to see Hot Fuzz instead with Seff, which I really enjoyed.

My new artwork is now based on escapism. It's harder than it looks - Might look at mirror mask for more help - as it's an arty film based on escapism in it's own little way.

*hence the userpic*

Matt's crazy - We sung Bill Bailey songs all of IT monday, but I felt really...blah yesterday, still do. I guess my nose blockage is keeping me from really being myself.

Becki drew Jack though - my rp character to cheer me up.

I'm reading the northern lights, and it's really interesting, page 108 - Main character is in a heap of trouble already and Roger's like disappeared ;___; I really like it. I hope it's as good all the way through, I may become addicted.

Looks like no boyfriend still...I try really hard to make an effort at times, but I cant flirt and yeah...I just cant do anything right it seems.

I didn't even really know if there's anyone else I really like. My mum keeps on asking what my boss is like, which scares me - because Nick is my supervisor - and yeah, wouldn't work. Matt still seems to make me laugh, even though I don't feel in the mood alot of the time. He was down yesterday and I felt really bad, I wanted to give him a hug, but it just didn't feel appropriate...

Being 17 is not really much different. I'm just a little bit older than my friends and in a sense, my mind has been for quite some time.
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Err...Everything I missed out and didn't say [21 Feb 2007|09:59am]
My shoes are covered in dirt.

Heck, I don't even know when to start. I haven't even posted about the Panto. Which went really well - very well. My parents loved it and saw it twice. Mum saw it three times.

Life is good, I guess I regret being single - on my 17th birthday. I feel like a bit of a spazz that I haven't had a real relation with anyone since I was 12.

Wow...ok, 5 years ago...I talked to him the other day actually,  he's doing really well, asked out his newest girlfriend on Valentines day.

I went to camedon recently - bought a jacket for 15 for Matt's Party.  It was great, but as everyone was drunk I felt a little left out. I just don't like alcohol very much...I ended up cleaning the kitchen, and heck I didn't mind. I was a real help. But I just felt a little out of place at times.

And I didn't get to slow dance with Matt like I wanted too...

"It makes me tingle"

Anyway, on other news, Media is going well, we're filming yesterday, and today - though I'm at drama. We're doing a play called Sparkleshark  which is all about bulling. I think George would be a great Jake - or a great Russel, both characters completely different. A sex bomb and the victim. So we'll see.

I don't know who I want to be, I could be tomboy Polly, a slutty teen Natasha or one of the guys who support Russel - Buzz or Speed. Maybe...I dont know, we've only done one reading so far.

Birthday saturday, I'm inviiting a few people from school, from work and from drama over as well as close family friends. It'll cost alot for everyone to come, but I want them to come...Also Kristina. Becki and Seff get to sleep over for the first time in what feels like forever.

And I should be getting: Final Fantasy XII and a Bill Bailey DVD for Saturday. I'm praying XD

I've had a stressful few days though recently, though I got to dress up yesterday as Hippie, rather amusing.

And I should be writing up my answers in ICT...

I should go. Soo...yeah. I should update more regularly. Poke me and make me.
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Angeal Application - For Lucentia RP [18 Jan 2007|03:18pm]

Age: 16 – 17 in Feb
Time You're Normally Online:  Greenwich Mean Time – London.
Contact Info: AIM: rjchocoholic

Requested Character/FF They're From:
Angeal – Final Fantasy VII – Crisis Core
Character Journal:
Age: 37
Angeal’s original personality was once a wise and bubbly adult – the perfect teacher that every student wants, determined to teach his protégés Zack and Sephiroth the ways of the Planet, whilst also understanding just so hard it was for them and how hard it would be for them in an army situation. His personality has changed a lot since then. However, incident left Angeal to become a few confused and dark individual. Once an extreme optimistic about life and his dreams, his nightmares of his past reborn in his mind made him doubtful of himself – of his friends – his sanity and his skills. He was a little darker after that, his intentions well and good, he wasn’t able to smile as he used to, and as kind and as loyal as Angeal is to those he cares for, sometimes, it’s a struggle to remind him to lighten up.

Sexuality: Bisexual
History: Angeal was born to two SOLIDER members in the town of Kalm where his father had grown up. But when both died on a mission, his fathers parents – his grandparents took him as there own. Angeal was raised a happy child, but he was never given a choice of what he wanted to be, like his father before him his grandparents raised the strong and healthy boy to become a SOLIDER member, and left Kalm at the age of 16 to do so with 3 other friends, one of them, being Genesis.


Out of the four, it was only Angeal and Genesis who lived – or made it to be high up in SOLIDER. The best friends were SOLIDER partners, and rarely went on a mission without each other, and when Genesis left early on in the SOLIDER member’s career. Angeal was very much alone. This gave Angeal the need to find someone to help, to become a teacher at ShinRa. Troopers and SOLIDER’s were taught under his command, and as teen -  as Sephiroth was born when he first joined SOLIDER, was a main aspect of his learning in combat as he grew. It is also rumoured, but unconfirmed that Angeal was the only SOLIDER before Zack and Cloud who could ever challenge and defeat the war Hero.


Angeal then once Sephiroth was made First Class, latched onto a new protégé and Zack was first in line, training him to the best of his ability, but this time with buster sword.


When Angeal however died, during the revelation and destruction of Project Genesis leaving Zack and Sephiroth to there own destructive and emotive ends, ten years later, he has been revived from the dead, for now he is not sure why, but where he has been awakened is foreign to him, as Midgar no longer exists how it used to be…




Journal Entry:


Anything Else:

Referred by?:  I saw something on LJ’s crisis core community, and just read the site. Looked really interesting ^____^
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[08 Jan 2007|01:48pm]
Wow, alot of stuff has happened over new year, my dog has been sick, and the vet have been ripping us off whilst we've been taking him.

15 quid to have a thermometer stuck up his arse! my parents were not happy.

Anyway, New Year was nice, we stayed in, had a good laugh, played monopoly, though i hate it - and won.

Been practicing for the panto, was doing set build yesterday. And had some idiot telling me to get him things in the shoe shop on Saturday. That and 3 people are leaving that I'm friends with, it's really depressing.

My Ipod has 721 songs on there! =) and i'm now suddenly obessed with the song last word by a japanese rock band, and Infra Red by Placebo.

I have exams next week, and the panto in two. and then my birthday in almost a month from now. So I'm gonna be really busy.


Funnier still, after Christmas we went round my uncles, got to meet the legendary Ben Freeman.

>> who my dad actually got stoned.


Strange, Wacky, Amazing.

Life is definately cool. =)
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OMFG!! [25 Dec 2006|11:18am]



So far for Xmas I have:

1 vol of Demon Ororon

1 vol of Demon Ororon
Boxers XD
Cloud Key Ring

Picture frame with my name on and a cat
Winged Earings

Stephen King Novel

A sketch book
how to draw cartoons

and i still have presents from my aunts, from family friends and stuff too *sobs with happiness* love christmas! XD

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I should reallly lay of the sugar. [20 Dec 2006|10:25am]
[ mood | on sugar ]

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.


LAST DAY OF SCHOOOOOOOOL! Seeing Kristina, Sef and Becki and sleeping over Becki's tommorrow, Drama tonight and then friday night going to the Havester resturant with some people from drama. XD I'm sooooo happy right now, maybe it's the sweets.


*points to emotional and mental trial in the thing above* ironic...o.O

Oh, and I love Mirrormask! XD MIRRORMASK IS GOD! Must find vids so i can make some Mirrormask vids. Helana/Valentine is so cute.


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[13 Dec 2006|10:14am]
[ mood | angeal! ]

I think I've gone Crisis core insane, =) I love it so much. I was reading peoples view and opinions and stuff and I agree that Angeal should be a bit more fun loving if he's that way inclined...

Though i do think he's going to turn out to be a Sephy-sama on us, go evil etc. ;_____;

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Blahs [11 Dec 2006|01:25pm]
[ mood | ...... ]

Today was interesting to say the least, no one ever reads this, so i don't really mind, but i like putting what i think, what i feel into these posts, even though I could never say it, or if i could never do it.

I read Matt's blog. He's not just got me to deal with, so i understand about what's going on, as at the moment he's got a problem with Anna at the moment, in fact, it sounds like everyone has a problem, or something new this Christmas. 

It's hard though, because he doesn't realize just how much I like him...or atleast, I don't think so anyway. He wasn't really supposed to find out, I blame George really, he started it, because he said during the set build  "I notice you have a crush" and i just looked at him blankly, then said, "I can tell you like him by your body language" and couldn't help but keep thinking about it so much more than i had, if it was that obvious... 

So on Wednesday at Drama I asked Claire to ask if he thought it would work or to ask if he liked me...It was only because I read it on his blog that I realized that he'd been told the whole story.

I wish I could have a chance...just one, to make it work...he says he's frigid on his blogs, and i don't think that's true, i think he just needs the right boost of confidence...

Oh well...I was thinking of trying, but it would never work now...

Art's better, i have to get plasticine for tonight though, that's gonna suck...

As you can guess, it's been a strange morning.


Muse ticket for next year = June 16th

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Thursday Morning [07 Dec 2006|11:46am]
[ mood | depressed ]

Feel like shit today, stupidly. Apparently I don't put enough effort or time into my art work, where in the past 2 weeks I have had a new dog to take of, a death, a funeral, a christmas due a media and an ict deadline as well as my art not to mention working saturday and sunday this week and tonight 4-9 after such a stressful morning.

Last night was stressful too, I told friends something that no one else knew, and they tried to sort it, to see if i would sink or swim. Again, it was sink. It should be "stink" as I seem rather crap at everything right now.

I hope my friends like their christmas presents, and i've found a love for "Torchwood" a Doctor Who spin off that's on TV. Not that i can ever watch it like normal people...my parents wouldn't appreaite it for the orgasmic aliens and gay captians, so i'll just have to watch torchwood online or download it from my friend...

Life sucks right now...and i don't like it....

Even a hug from Becki didn't make me feel better...I must of really lost it.

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[23 Nov 2006|05:03pm]

XD I want to go next year. They rock, my socks off. I bought a shirt and it didn't fit, stupid bust >< Soooo i'm giving it to my friend for Xmas!
I still wish i could of kept it though, sooo pretty.



I was bored at school today, and couldn't come online, and i found screen caps on muggle net of the new trailer

Just a few words:

They remind me of that dude...awww i cant remember his name, so yeah, i made some AVATARS! For our resident DE's and erm, steal change, whatever XD Just enjoy the niceness...=)

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[15 Nov 2006|06:09pm]
Aint he cute?

Looking at this, always cheers me up XD I made it last thursday at school and finished it sunday night.

For those who want to keep Zack to themselves, and snug his adorablenessCollapse )
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Lowness [15 Nov 2006|10:03am]
[ mood | Down... ]

I had a reallly low day last night.  I was off yesterday, did fuck all, my stomach killing me. I rped most of the day and yet I felt so...down and I still feel down. The stupid thing, was that I was eyeing the razors in the bathroom, and was really considering it. But I'm such a coward...

Matt's singing in ICT, he's cheering me up, my teacher asked if I was alright, even those in my class, which was different. None of my friends said anything, but they know what I'm like, sometimes I just need to think and keep to myself to get over what's wrong.

I was talking to a girl this morning I roleplay with, she plays Reno, and she's been with her girlfriend for 5 years. I'm really jealous of that, she's 20 and lives with her girlfriend and her mum.

I think, for some reason, that just made me feel worse. 


Theres a new video site called video jug. It's accessable at school as well. We just watched a vid called how to kill a vampire. Ha, he kept licking his teeth and was dashing and stupid.

I'd better get back to work, half day as it is. Hope I'm in a better mood later.

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[08 Nov 2006|11:05am]
[ mood | ^^ ]

New kinda of layout dedicated to death note =)

L is so cool, even though I know I've jinxed him now ;____; Been rping alot recently, based on Mortal Engines with one of my friends, KH and now FF7 with another and alot of HP stuff with Cassie and Genna.

=) I love rping, it keeps me rather sane.

Our media idea is going realllly well! ^___^ Iyaad and I worked hard on an idea and we've finally got something we all like.

So now, we just need to find matt a straighjacket, a little kid willing to be evil and an evil father/mother, and a perverted looking warden. Matt has to sing "Mr Blue Sky" whilst rocking backward and forward on the floor like a nutcase.

I'm going to struggle not to laugh.

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Update. [06 Nov 2006|01:47pm]
[ mood | tapping feet to Matt's singing ]

Mum got a new car  XD it's a black mercedes convertible. Amazing looking thing: this is what it looks like but black:

and errr yeah! the panto's dates are up, we have to book those days off work so I can take part. I think I'm going to be Georgey Porgy. It's not a big part but it's a good part =) Well I'll find out on wednesday if it's any good anyway

Sadly my american friends cant get here to watch unless there here for new year ;__________; and lara drew the picture!

Parents Consulation day this friday. I got my progress report for school and I got:
B = Media
C = Art
C =  an A at GCSE so it shows I am progressing! ^______^

Dad's coming to the school for the parents thing aka OMG JOE'S GONNA DIE hehe just kidding i'm sure it'll be fine.

Ohhh and erm, yeah, things are good, I got a little depressed before I went to sleep yesterday, over thinking. Found a recent photograph which kind of upset me alittle.

I got to watch more of death note-- a tv series I'm starting to love and I went to sleep at 4am on Saturday do to roleplaying and internet friends.

=) Got up at 11. Was actually up and dressed properly by 1. I don't usually have lazy days, so it was a one off.

Oh well, I gotta work this sunday anyway =)

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